Screaming in the dark
no one to hear
I struggle to find my way
but cannot see
I find my way to the corner
and begin to cry
I scream for some relief
but it does not help
there is no one to hear


someone comes from behind and began to hold me
he cried too, as if he knew just what I was going though
I new in my heart God sent him to me
he began to tell me how much he loves me
and I began to cry even harder then before
I opened my eyes and seen we were no longer alone
and it was no longer dark


he told me of a man
that died on a cross for me
and how much he loves me
he told me how much he cares about me
and doesn't want to see me in pain anymore
and in that moment I began to cry again
I no longer wanted to hurt myself
I no longer wanted to kill myself
I no longer wanted to give up
so from that day on I was no longer giving up
I was fighting for not only my life
but for all Gods children